feel so disappointed lately. feel so fucked up. i manage to remember my password . this blog is so fucked up now. feel like deleting already. slack with meng swee recently . he got his problem i got mine. you just dont appreciate what i had done for you . i wanted to keep meeting you because that i going NS on june 12 . i am sure u know that. after that i 1 month cannot come out leh. so i wanted to use this remaining time to be with you. But you disappointed me again and again and again. you know how it feels like or not ! if i ask you want to meet on saturday you told me ok. But last minute i tell you cancel . the reason is i lazy . The most disappointed thing is that when i bought the gift for you when i ask you come down take you told me you lazy ! FUCK ME. i cant take it anymore. i waited for you downstair leh . Not ask you come my house take also . DAMN. also lazy.i save those money just to buy you things leh . You just dont appreciate lah . You are nice sometime. but i just cant seem to understand you well. sorry .